I hope you are ok-I only knew you briefly but I consider you to be a friend and hope you come back to us soon xxx

I a very thankful you appreciate the wording of my feelings. It is a pseudo-poem. Its not meant to be "poetry" per say , but It is how I feel and I typed it. :D thanks again.

Nathuhhn

Thank you so much for the comment. It's good to hear that someone actually cares. Well, I guess I just inherited the depression and my boyfriend breaking up with me (whom I fell in love with) triggered it. I'm just depressed and angry with myself. I don't like myself, and I'm angry for everything I say and do. I try to redeem myself by helping other people and I have before, I'm just never happy with myself...I've even been into self harming for almost a year now. My parents don't know about the depression thing either, but I really don't want them to know. They abuse me sometimes. I guess that that's part of my problem too. My parents make me believe that I'm a bad person and I believe everything bad that they say about me or to me. I'll try the spell with the shoebox, but the only problem is my parents don't know about Wicca. They'd kill me if they knew, and it's already hard enough to hide my wand - I had to leave it at a friends house to keep it safe. I got to go, I'm in Math Class and I can't have the teacher catch me. I hope I'll be back on soon.

Thanks again.
Eclipse